Love Lost - II

I know tht I have been a very lazy blogger and tht can be seen from the time lag between my last post & this. However I can only find solace in the excuse that I have been kept pretty busy during these times mainly due to my work. Even Today I have found the luxury to write due to a sprained, stiff neck which has made me leave office pretty early.

Continuing from where we left off, I always fancied meeting her & pouring my heart out. But somehow, I always got the jitters when I found her close to me (not the closeness of love!!) As a result I thought about doing the next best thing – Speak to one of her close confidantes who by chance had a crush on one of my colleagues and hence maintained friendly relations. I confided in her & told her the whole story. Fact of the matter is I went to the extent of asking her to ask my Sweetheart whether she loved me & wud like to spend the rest of her life with me together!!!!!!!!! Guess tht was kinda Make or Break question tht was not to be put to someone who knew nothing much abt U & who cared less to do so!!!. But finally I heard tht the answer was No Still persistent that I am, I kept pursuing her. Every moment tht I cud feast my eyes on her were spent accordingly.

Since this was love at the workplace, there had to be somthin related to the workplace tht wud stop me abruptly in my quest. This came in the form of Ratings – The Number game which every boss played with his subordinates to show who was greater when it came to making the decision. As luck wud have it, My SH was given the lowest rank of all for no fault of hers!!! Finally on August 28th 2005, I bid adieu to her. She is now employed with another company carrying on the same business as we are!!. May she marry a gr8 guy. One thing is 4 sure. Whomsoever she marries is gonna have his hands full for the rest of his life.

As for me!!! I am still searching ……….
But she refuses to go away from my mind!!!!!!